“Each man should frame life so that at some future hour fact and his dreaming meet.”
- Victor Hugo
It’s been many months since I’ve posted here. They’ve been months of self-reflection and careful thought.
I recognize I’m in a new phase of life. Having left an all-consuming full-time job, and with my years of hands-on parenting rapidly approaching their end, I’ve taken the opportunity to evaluate where I’ve come from and where I might be headed.
I know; I’m very blessed to have been able to do so. Not everyone has the luxury to pause – at mid-life – and take stock. It’s been worthwhile; as I’ve considered what I’ve accomplished thus far in my life – as well as what I’ve failed to do – I realized there was at least one major dream unfulfilled: the desire to undertake further academic study.
I’ve thought about the possibility of pursuing theological study for several years, and actually went so far as to do one course – in a summer intensive – a few years ago. But the experience – while wonderful – also showed me the time wasn’t right to tackle the rigors of graduate school just yet.
But over the past number of months, I’ve considered and explored the possibility that, perhaps, now could be the right time.
And indeed, it seems to be. A couple of weeks ago, I received word I’ve been accepted into the M.T.S. (Master of Theological Studies) program at McMaster Divinity College. I begin part-time studies early in the new year. I am beyond excited. And what’s made my joy complete is the enthusiasm and support of my husband and our kids.
Around the time I received word of my acceptance, I learned I am not alone. It seems people of my generation are heading to seminary in unprecedented numbers.
I don’t know quite what to make of that reality. But I look forward to learning, and to sharing thoughts on what I learn, in the months ahead.
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December 21, 2011 at 8:07 pm
Moussa
May it be a joyful and soul filling experience Patti. May you be blessed by many revelations and may they all bring you closer to God, those you like and those that challenge you.
December 21, 2011 at 8:11 pm
Patricia Paddey
Thank you, dear Moussa! Thank you.
December 22, 2011 at 7:38 am
Rick
Looking forward to hearing/reading those thoughts Mrs. P!
December 22, 2011 at 7:54 am
Patricia Paddey
Thanks, Mr. T! It’s a gift to know you’ll be reading along.
December 23, 2011 at 9:42 pm
Belinda
Dear Patricia, it is so exciting to be part of a generation that is redefining life as we go. I’m years ahead of you–just three and a half years from retirement, but I am still growing in skill, insight and the value I can add to the work I do. And like you I am reflecting on the exciting “next” in my life beyond that. I’m not sure what it will be–what the perfect fit is for me, and the very best use of the treasure of more time, but it sure is fun thinking and dreaming and wondering what God has in store.
I so admire you for being brave enough to follow God and your heart.
December 23, 2011 at 10:04 pm
Patricia Paddey
I’m not brave at all, Belinda … I’m as nervous as I am excited. But I’ve had very definite confirmation that this is what I am to do … perhaps I’ll write about that confirmation at some point …
Meantime, bless you in your own reflections, and thank you for your faithful support.
December 28, 2011 at 7:15 am
storygal
In our denomination, most of our recent seminary students have been people such as yourself. They bring maturity and life experiences that younger seminary students are still developing.
I, too, look forward to reading further reflections as you get into your studies.
December 28, 2011 at 8:31 am
Patricia Paddey
Fascinating, Carolyn! Thanks for sharing – and for reading! Do you have any insights on the challenges they face with returning to school as older students?